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Chapter 61 - Interlude I ~ Aftermath

The fires had gone out long before the screams did.

By the time dawn crept across the ruined village, the world had quieted into a silence so heavy it felt like the sky itself was grieving. Ash still drifted in the air like black snow. Broken beams jutted from collapsed homes like ribs of a dead titan. The scent of smoke lingered in every breath, even as cold morning wind tried to chase it away.

And at the center of it all—

A boy knelt in the snow, unmoving.

Tatsuya Fukushū.

His sword lay beside him, half-buried in frost.

Meki's blood soaked the front of his clothes—dark, dried, unmoving.

He hadn't moved.

Not when the wind cut through his clothes.

Not when the snow buried his knees.

Not when the sun rose and cast long, cold shadows over what remained of the battlefield.

His eyes were open, but unfocused—still staring at the empty space where Meki had vanished in that burst of light.

As if he were waiting for her to reappear.

As if she might smile and say it was all a cruel joke.

As if he still couldn't believe the warmth in his arms had disappeared forever.

A slow crunch of footsteps broke the stillness

Ruza approached first.

Her hands shook. Her expression was brittle, like even breathing might break her. She had cried until her tears froze on her lashes, but she kept walking—step after step—until she reached him.

"Tatsuya…?"

No answer.

She lowered herself beside him, arms wrapping around her own shoulders as if warding off a cold that didn't come from the snow.

"Tatsuya, please…"

Her voice trembled.

"Don't go somewhere I can't follow."

Still no answer.

Ruza's fingers hovered near his cheek, hesitant, terrified of what she might find in his expression. The wind blew her white hair across his shoulder, leaving streaks of frost along his arm.

The moment she touched him—

His entire body shivered.

Not from cold.

From breaking.

Ruza's breath hitched. She pressed her forehead gently against his shoulder.

"You did what she asked," she whispered. "You set her free."

His breath cracked.

Just once.

And then he whispered—hoarse, hollow:

"…I killed her."

Ruza shook her head violently. "No. Tatsuya—no, you didn't—"

"She asked me to."

His voice was barely sound.

"She… smiled."

Ruza's heart clenched painfully.

He didn't sob.

He didn't scream.

He didn't crumble.

He just broke quietly, the way people do when the grief is too deep for noise.

She leaned closer, wrapping her arms around him from behind, holding him as if trying to keep him from sliding into the abyss that had swallowed his heart.

"You're not alone," she whispered, the words trembling out of her. "Not anymore. Not ever again."

A few meters away—

Luna stood, arms limp at her sides.

Her vision was still blurry. Her limbs still felt weak from the lifespan Meki had stolen. She breathed like someone who had run a marathon barefoot on glass.

But none of that mattered.

Her eyes never left Tatsuya.

The loud, cheerful Luna was gone.

In her place stood the quiet, fragile version—the one she hid from the world—the moonlit Luna who only surfaced when her heart ached too deeply to pretend.

She took one step toward him.

Then another.

Her lip trembled.

"Tatsuya…"

Her voice broke.

"I'm… I'm sorry I couldn't… stop her sooner…"

He didn't answer.

He didn't blame her.

He wasn't even hearing her.

Luna covered her mouth, swallowing a sob. She sank to the ground beside Ruza and curled into herself, shoulders shaking.

Her tears fell softly onto the broken stones.

Part 2

Kiome woke to pain.

A sharp inhale cut through the quiet as his body jerked, Chika's hands still glowing with the last remnants of healing magic.

His eyes opened just enough to see the devastated village.

"Did… we win?" he asked weakly, voice sandpapered.

Chika shook her head.

Her smile trembled.

"No," she whispered. "Nobody won."

She pulled him into her arms, her fox mask sliding askew as tears slipped beneath it.

Kiome didn't understand.

Not until he saw Tatsuya kneeling in the snow.

Then he looked at Meki's blood on his shoulder.

And Kiome's heart sank.

"…I see."

His voice dropped, quiet and heavy.

Even his analytical, composed mind couldn't shield him from the ache. He reached up weakly, touching Chika's cheek as if grounding himself in her warmth.

"We're still here," Chika whispered. "That has to mean something."

Kiome nodded faintly.

But his gaze kept drifting toward Tatsuya.

And his expression softened with something like understanding…

…because Kiome recognized that silence.

He had lived inside that silence once.

Part 3

Kizutoro stood farther away, knuckles white, blood dripping from his fists.

He wasn't crying.

He was furious.

At Meki.

At Tatsuya.

At the world.

At himself for not being strong enough

"Tch… you idiot," he muttered under his breath. "You loved her, didn't you? Even after all that."

He punched the ground—hard enough to split the stone.

"Why does strength never matter when it counts…?"

His voice cracked despite himself.

He turned away quickly, pretending the sting in his eyes was smoke.

Part 4

While the others drifted in the quiet sorrow settling over the ruined village, another figure watched from the outskirts—his breath visible in the cold morning air, his hands still trembling despite how tightly they were clasped together.

Aoi.

He stood just beyond the shattered entrance to the village, where the treeline thinned and the first signs of destruction began. The place Kiome had once walked alone, guided by nothing but duty and an unlucky outcome of—

"Rock-paper-scissors…"

Aoi whispered, voice rasping.

The memory struck her sharply—Kiome, and her standing against each other before the explosions began. 

Rock-paper-scissors.

A coin toss pretending to be strategy.

The kind of thing children did to decide chores.

Yet Aoi remembered how serious Kiome's face had been even then.

And her own—immovable, unyielding.

She had chosen the task no one else should carry:

evacuate the civilians. Make sure no one innocent dies.

It was the responsibility Aoi always took—the burden of safeguarding others even when it meant staying behind, unseen, unheard, unthanked. She did it with the same quiet consistency she breathed with.

And Kiome… Kiome accepted the rest.

Because he lost.

Because rock-paper-scissors had declared it.

Aoi's stomach twisted painfully.

"That was supposed to be a harmless choice…"

His fingers curled into fists.

"Not… not a sentence."

She exhaled shakily.

She had gone where she was assigned—dragging terrified families into the forest, forcing stubborn villagers to flee, holding back collapse beams by sheer force of mana so parents could carry their children through smoke-filled alleys.

She had saved them.

Every last one.

She knew that. 

She had done her part.

And yet—

The moment she heard the second explosion—

the moment the shockwave rippled out of the village's heart—

Aoi's chest had seized with an instinct she had never felt so violently before.

She wanted to run back.

She wanted to tear through the streets.

She wanted to find Kiome.

Because she could feel something was wrong.

"A single explosion…" she murmured.

"That's why you went, Kiome. All alone."

Aoi's voice cracked.

"He was supposed to come back."

Her eyes widened as she heard footsteps crunching in the snow.

Kiome lay recovering in Chika's arms. The sight of Kiome's blood-stained shirt made something inside Aoi twist—sharp, cold, guilty.

She hadn't been there.

She had let Kiome go alone.

Kiome looked up weakly as Chika approached her, his eyes heavy but gentle, like someone trying to hide pain for the sake of another.

"Aoi…" Kiome whispered, his tone soft with familiarity. "You made it."

Aoi opened her mouth—

and the words scraped their way out, heavy and uneven.

"You almost didn't."

A faint smile touched Kiome's tired lips. "Rock-paper-scissors isn't destiny, Aoi. I chose to go."

"No." Aoi shook his head sharply.

"That was my job. I should have gone. I should have been the one to check the explosion. I—"

"Aoi."

Kiome's voice—weak but steady—cut through the spiral.

"You saved civilians."

Aoi froze.

"If they had stayed," Kiome continued, "they would have died. Because you did your job… they lived."

Aoi's breath hitched.

Kiome offered the smallest smile—worn but sincere.

"That's what you always do, Aoi. You keep people alive."

Aoi swallowed, the hot, bitter sting of tears burning behind his eyes.

"And because you did," Kiome added softly, "I had the freedom to go. And the others had the freedom to fight. And Tatsuya…"

"…he had the freedom to make his choice."

Aoi lowered her head, not because she understood what it meant but because she did the right thing.

She didn't cry.

She didn't break.

She didn't speak.

She simply knelt, shoulders trembling, sharing the quiet in the only way she knew how:

By being there.

The same way she had always been.

The same way she always would be.

After the battle's quiet wrapped around the broken village—

after the injured were gathered—

after Luna and Ruza stayed beside Tatsuya—

Aoi lingered.

She didn't follow immediately.

She watched Kiome getting carried in Chika's arms. Chika, steps slow but steady.

She looked back once.

Not at Tatsuya.

Not at the others.

At place where Meki had passed.

"Demon Of Gluttony....Tatsuya…"

Aoi straightened instinctively.

"Aoi," Chika said gently, voice quiet in the snow. "We'll regroup at the edge of the forest, okay?"

She nodded, then hesitated for half a heartbeat and gave her a small, tired smile.

The kind that lived somewhere between gratitude and guilt.

Aoi's chest tightened painfully.

When they were gone

and the snow muffled the last trace of their footsteps—

Aoi finally let herself drop to her knees.

Her breath hitched.

Her hands shook enough that the snow beneath her palms scattered like broken glass.

She lowered her head.

"I'm sorry," she whispered to the empty, burned-out streets.

The apology wasn't for Kiome alone.

It wasn't for Tatsuya.

Or for the civilians.

Or for the dead.

It was for herself.

For the version of Aoi who thought she could lead without cracking.

For the girl who believed she could stay calm in every storm.

For the fool who pretended she didn't care when Kiome walked into danger alone.

Her eyes closed as a tear slid down her cheek—slow, quiet, and scalding.

"Next time… I won't leave it to a game," she whispered.

"Next time… I'll go with you."

The wind picked up, brushing her coat and scattering ash like falling petals.

It sounded almost like a promise being carried away.

Aoi rose slowly, wiping the tear from her jawline with her sleeve. Her expression returned to that familiar, poised calm—

but something in her eyes had changed.

Not colder.

Not broken.

Sharper.

Quieter.

Determined.

She turned toward the others, toward the remnants of the battle, and began walking—

each step steady, measured, as if rebuilding her resolve from the ground up.

Because Aoi was a leader.

Not because she never broke—

but because she learned how to stand after she did.

Part 5

The wind shifted.

Snowflakes drifted gently in the new light.

And finally—slowly—Tatsuya moved.

Not much.

Just enough.

He lowered his head, hands clenching in the snow, breath trembling.

The silence pressed down on all of them.

Ruza kept her arms around him.

Luna leaned against his back, forehead trembling against his shoulder blade.

The others watched from the distance, holding their breaths

When Tatsuya finally spoke—

His voice broke through the frost like a cracked whisper.

"…Let's go home."

Those three words carried everything:

Grief.

Resolve.

Guilt.

Love.

And the unbearable weight of moving forward after losing the one he had just begun to imagine a life with.

Ruza tightened her hold, nodding softly.

Luna bit back another sob, whispering, "O-okay… we'll go together.

And the snowfall continued.

Soft.

Unending.

Like white petals falling over the grave of a chapter that had ended too soon.

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