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Irina POV
The first step was always the hardest.
I stood at the edge of the trees, one hand curled around the last familiar outcropping of rock. Its rough surface bit into my palm, cold enough to numb my fingertips, but I held on. As long as I kept my grip, I could pretend I hadn't truly left.
Beyond it, the Denali Mountains stretched beneath a blanket of white, their jagged peaks cutting into the pale sky. Wind threaded through the trees, carrying the sharp scents of pine and snow. It brushed my face and caught in my hair. For one suspended moment, I could almost believe nothing had changed.
I could almost feel Tanya's hand settle on my shoulder, warm and steady despite the cold.
I could almost hear her promise, just as she had so many times before. "You'll come back."
I closed my eyes.
Kate's laughter flickered through my thoughts. Then Tanya's quieter smile. Countless evenings beneath the same roof; countless winters spent watching snow gather against the windows. Centuries had passed, and still this place had held us.
I could picture them without looking.
Kate would be leaning against the wall, arms folded, pretending she wasn't watching the window. Tanya would be doing much the same, her attention fixed anywhere but on me. Neither would follow.
They had promised.
Because they understood.
Because I had asked them to let me do this alone.
My fingers tightened around the rock until its edge bit into my palm. For a moment, I could not make myself let go.
Then I did.
I stepped forward.
Fresh snow cracked beneath my boots as I pushed through the trees. Pine branches brushed my sleeves, shaking brittle needles loose around my feet. The cold stung my cheeks, familiar in a way nothing else had been for weeks.
I passed the ridge where Kate and I had once raced through the snow.
One more step.
Then another.
I didn't look back.
My hands trembled at my sides.
I flexed my fingers once, twice, forcing them still.
Then I turned south.
And ran.
The First Week
At first, I ran as though I were fleeing something. Perhaps I was. The Alaskan wilderness blurred around me in streaks of white, grey, and green. Mountains gave way to dense forests, then open plains, then more towering trees. I scarcely registered any of it.
I ran through sunlit days and beneath cold, indifferent stars. When I stopped to hunt, the blood tasted like ash. When I paused beside a river, I barely noticed the beauty around me. I kept moving. As long as I moved, I did not have to think. And if I did not think, I did not have to remember.
By the third day, silence had begun to play tricks on me. Laurent was everywhere. I glimpsed his face in the dark glass of a frozen pond, only for the reflection to vanish when I turned. His voice seemed to drift between the pines, rich with that familiar accent. Once, a gust swept through the branches and carried what sounded so much like his laughter that I stopped dead.
Irina.
I stopped so abruptly that loose earth and stones skittered beneath my boots. I spun around, chest tight, searching the empty trees. There was no one there. Of course there wasn't.
My jaw tightened. "Stop," I whispered into the empty woods. The forest gave no answer. I turned away, but his ghost followed all the same.
The first time I truly stopped for the night, I sat beside a rushing river and watched moonlight fracture across its surface. It brought back another river, another time. Laurent had sat beside me, lazily tossing stones into the water while I scolded him for the trouble he had caused with Kate earlier that day. He had only laughed. I shoved his shoulder, which made him laugh harder, his eyes bright with familiar mischief.
For one foolish moment, I could almost feel the warmth of that day again. My arms tightened around my knees, as though I could keep the memory from slipping away if I held myself tightly enough.
"You weren't supposed to die," I murmured. The words escaped before I could lock them away. The silence that followed pressed in around me. I made no effort to break it. I remained on the riverbank until dawn crept over the trees and another day began.
The Second Week
By the second week, the grief that had been raw and gaping began to harden into anger. Anger was easier to bear.
I replayed the day Laurent died. Again and again. This time, though, I forced myself to examine every part of it, not only the horrific moment the wolves tore him apart. At last, I faced the truth I had spent months refusing to acknowledge.
Laurent had gone to Forks to hunt. He had found Bella, and he had intended to kill her.
I clenched my teeth until they ground together. The truth tasted like bile. Tanya's voice echoed in my head: "He chose to attack Bella." Kate's followed, hard and unwavering: "He wasn't some innocent passerby, Irina." I had hated them for being right. I hated myself more for knowing they were.
Still, whenever I pictured those monstrous wolves tearing him apart, something savage twisted in my gut. They could have stopped him. They could have driven him away. Instead, they had killed him.
For three miserable days, I tried to convince myself my fury was justified. It held for an hour at most before another memory broke through: Laurent smiling, Laurent teasing Kate, Laurent sitting beside me through long, quiet conversations. My anger would crack, and grief would pour through the fracture all over again.
One night, the pressure in my chest became unbearable. I drove my fist into the trunk of an ancient cedar. Bark burst beneath the impact, scattering across the forest floor. I stared at the splintered wood. My hand was unharmed. The tree, on the other hand, was not.
"Is this what you wanted?" I rasped, unsure whether I was speaking to Laurent's memory or the void inside myself. "Do you want me to hate them forever?"
Nothing answered. I leaned my forehead against the rough bark. For the first time since leaving Alaska, tearless sobs shook through me. No sound escaped my throat; none was needed. I stayed there until the trembling passed, then forced myself to move on.
The Third Week
By the third week, my pace began to falter. I took longer, more winding routes. Whenever I reached a fork in the wilderness, I chose the path that led away from Washington. I told myself I was exploring. I knew better. I was afraid.
Every mile south brought me closer to Forks—and to the Cullens. Once I reached them, the shield of my anger would crumble. I would have to look Carlisle in the eyes. Esme. Edward. Alice. Jasper. Emmett. And Rosalie. Especially Rosalie.
I remembered our rare visits. Rosalie was difficult to read, not because she was deceitful, but because she wasted no words. She would fix her golden eyes on you, study you with unnerving stillness, and leave you feeling as though she had measured your worth in a single glance. I had always respected her for that. Now, the thought of facing her terrified me.
She would know. She would see that I had been wrong about so much, and she would not soften the truth to spare me. Of all the Cullens, she was the one I believed would never lie to me.
Halfway through the third week, I stopped in a rain-soaked clearing and stared west. Forks lay somewhere beyond the trees, directly ahead, but my feet refused to move. I stood there paralysed for an hour, perhaps longer, before turning and sprinting north. Two hundred miles. Maybe three hundred.
I finally stopped at the base of an unfamiliar mountain range. I stared up at its jagged peaks and let out a small, broken laugh.
"You're a coward," I whispered. My words echoed through the empty valley. I was terrified to face the Cullens. Afraid they would despise me. Afraid they would forgive me. Afraid that facing them would prove Laurent's death had changed nothing—or that it had changed everything.
The Fourth Week
Something shifted during the fourth week. I stopped asking myself whether I wanted to go to Forks. I did. I simply didn't know whether I had the strength.
I closed my eyes and pictured Tanya's arm draped protectively around my shoulders, her lips brushing my hair. "You are a Denali, Irina. You are stronger than you know." Then Kate's hand gripped mine. "We'll be waiting right here."
My sisters had not asked me to forgive the Cullens or the wolves. They had simply asked me to seek the truth. The distinction mattered. I was not going to Forks to punish anyone or demand justice. I was going because I could not spend eternity crushed beneath a question I was too afraid to answer.
I turned south again, and this time I did not stop.
I let myself remember the Cullens as they truly were: Carlisle's steady hand on my shoulder; Esme's warm smile, seemingly able to melt frost; Emmett's booming laughter echoing through the cabin; Alice lighting up at the entrance to a clothing store; Edward's brooding silences; and Rosalie's fierce devotion to her family. I remembered the comfort of being among people who understood the weight of eternity. They were my extended family. Not my enemies.
The Arrival
The last stretch seemed endless. I could smell the change in the air: denser forest, damp earth, rain that never quite stopped. Washington. Forks.
My thoughts dragged me back to the wedding: the lights, the music, Bella's fragile human smile. And then the wolves. The blinding, white-hot fury I had felt that night had nearly consumed me. But now, looking back, I could see something else. The Cullens had been celebrating. They had welcomed trusted friends to share in a life they had painstakingly built. Was I truly willing to burn every bridge because I was too afraid to face my own grief?
The night before I reached the Cullens' territory, I stopped beside a dark, rushing river. For the first time in a month, I allowed myself to think of Laurent without anger or bitterness. Just Laurent. The wanderer. The man who had made his own tragic choices.
"I loved you," I whispered into the dark. It hurt, but not like a fresh wound. It was more like tracing an old battle scar. "I still do. But I can't carry this for you anymore."
The river carried my words away, just as I was learning to carry myself forward. At dawn, I rose. Forks lay just beyond the trees. I could have reached the house in minutes, but I deliberately slowed my pace. Fear, not distance, had measured the true length of my journey. And at last, I was no longer letting it turn me back.
I crossed the invisible boundary onto the Cullens' territory, moving silently through the thick ferns and dripping moss. The river masked my approach, but my heightened senses caught something else: movement, and voices.
Movement. Voices.
I paused behind a massive, moss-draped spruce and peered through the foliage towards the riverbank.
I was entirely unprepared for the scene below.
Two figures danced near the water's edge, their laughter ringing over the rushing current. No—not figures. Two little girls. One had brilliant bronze ringlets and warm, expressive brown eyes. The other, standing beside her, was strikingly beautiful, with icy-blonde hair falling in waves past her shoulders and sapphire eyes that seemed to glow. Both looked no older than four. Yet they moved with breathtaking grace, springing into the air to catch the river's mist and hanging there in arcs no human child could manage.
Immortal Children?!
The realization struck like lightning. The damp Washington forest vanished, replaced by a memory I had spent a lifetime trying not to revisit.
The stench of sweet, burning venom flooded my senses, so vivid that I recoiled. I was there again. I saw my mother, Sasha, on her knees before the Volturi guard. I saw Caius's merciless crimson eyes and Aro's theatrical display of sorrow. Then came the fire. Blinding, roaring flames consumed the only mother I had ever known because she had dared to create a child the Volturi believed impossible to control. The immortal boy Vasilii's shrieks echoed through my mind, mingling with the suffocating image of Sasha's ashes.
A violent tremor ran through me. I pressed my back against the rough bark, both hands flying to my mouth to stifle a gasp of terror.
Carlisle, what have you done?!
The thought tasted like burning ash. The Cullens had broken one of the oldest and most absolute laws. If I left without reporting what I had seen, I would risk not only my own life but Tanya's, Kate's, and the lives of everyone in my coven.
Every instinct in my vampire nature screamed at me to run. The law left no room for hesitation: flee to Italy, report the crime, and beg the Volturi for mercy before they discovered it themselves. Perhaps that was the only way to spare my coven the slaughter that would follow.
My feet shifted backward, crushing dried leaves beneath my heel. I was turning. I was ready to run.
But then Rosalie's voice pierced through the air.
I froze, my hands curling into tight fists. Through the branches, I watched Rosalie step into the clearing with Bella beside her. Two wolves emerged from the trees. The bronze-haired girl ran to Bella; the icy-blonde one darted to Rosalie. Each wrapped her arms around the woman who had come to meet her. Rosalie brushed a strand of pale hair from the girl's face and looked down at her with such fierce, protective love that the ash-stained vision of the Volturi faltered in my mind.
If I went to the Volturi, the fire would come to Forks. Carlisle's endless compassion, Esme's radiant warmth, Rosalie's fierce loyalty—all of it would be reduced to sweet-smelling smoke. I had spent an agonising month wandering the wilderness, learning to loosen the grip of my own rage over Laurent. Was I truly prepared to strike the match that would burn my extended family alive?
I had lost Sasha to the flames. I had lost Laurent to the wolves. I would not let panic and grief turn me into an executioner.
My jaw set. The trembling in my limbs finally stilled. I would not run to Italy. I would not be the one to report them. I was a Denali. I was stronger than I knew. It was time to prove it.
I drew in the rain-heavy air, forced my hands to unclench, and stepped out from beneath the trees. Then I walked directly towards the clearing.
Phoebe's POV
I felt her before I saw her.
I was still wrapped around Mom's waist, my cheek pressed to the cool silk of her blouse, when I felt it. A storm seemed to roll straight through my shield. Dread came first, thick and cold. Beneath it lay grief so old and tightly wound that my chest ached. And beneath that, most frightening of all, a thin, trembling thread of terror.
I went still against Mom's waist, my fingers curling into the soft fabric of her sleeve.
Then the words arrived, and they were worse.
[Immortal children. Carlisle, what have you done?]
My breath hitched.
{Mom,} I projected to her across the bond we shared. {Someone is watching us. She's frightened, Mama. I can hear her thoughts and feel everything she's feeling.}
The shield around my mind remained firmly in place, but it did nothing to quiet what my gift picked up. I could hear Irina's thoughts and feel the emotions beneath them. Her memories came in sharp, unwanted flashes: a woman with haunted, tired eyes kneeling in the dirt; three men in dark cloaks; a boy with a sweet, bewildered face who did not understand why everyone was screaming. Then, fire—towering, golden, greedy—devouring them both while three blond women were forced to watch.
Sasha… the boy, Vasilii… Irina… Kate… Tanya.
I knew those names. I had known them long before I was reborn into this world, back when all of this had been a story I watched from a couch, wrapped in a blanket with a bowl of popcorn. In that story, a lonely vampire stood among the trees, saw a little girl with bronze curls, and ran for Italy. The Volturi came to destroy the Cullens, just as they had destroyed Sasha and Vasilii. In the end, they killed Irina, too.
My heart clenched at what might happen. This was the moment—the exact moment the story went wrong—and I was standing in the middle of it, only two months old and barely four feet tall.
Mom's hand, which had been stroking my curls, went still. She didn't turn or tense. Her golden eyes simply shifted towards the spruce, and I felt the change in her at once: the way a queen might draw herself upright without moving a muscle.
"I know," she murmured, too softly for anyone but me. "I caught her scent a minute ago."
On the other side of the clearing, Renesmee had fallen silent in Aunt Bella's arms. Her brown eyes were wide, one hand pressed to her mother's cheek. She was showing Bella what she was seeing and feeling, too. Aunt Bella's expression shifted from wary to something close to heartbreak.
"It's Irina," Aunt Bella breathed.
{Mom,} I whispered, my stomach in knots. {She saw us… She thinks we're immortal children.}
"I know, my little warrior," Mom murmured, so quietly that only our family could hear. "I know. That's why I'm going to talk to her."
"Rose," Aunt Bella said, her voice low and uncertain. Her instincts were clearly screaming at her to put herself between Renesmee and the potential danger. She held her daughter a little closer, though she kept herself from moving. "If she runs…"
"She won't," Mom said. "She had the chance to run. I heard her feet shift, and then I heard her stop." She glanced down at me, and her golden eyes softened. "Irina isn't someone who runs from what she hasn't yet understood. Not when it matters."
A great grey shape shifted at my back. Leah's enormous head hovered above me before she pressed her flank firmly against my side, settling there like a warm barrier. Her thoughts spilled through our imprint bond, protective and sharp.
[Say the word, little raven,] Leah's voice growled through our bond, low and protective. [And I'll put myself between you and the danger. No one will lay their hands on you.]
{Wait,} I pleaded, sending a gentle wave of calm through our bond. {She isn't a threat. She's frightened, and she loves her family. She was family once. She can be again. Please wait. And no teeth.}
[No promises about the teeth,] Leah muttered. But her heat steadied against me, and I felt her swallow back every instinct she had.
The ferns parted then, and Irina stepped out into the open.
She was beautiful, pale as frost, with golden-blonde hair loosely coiled at her nape and a long wool coat dusted with melting snow and mud. But it was her golden eyes that held me. They were wide and stricken, rimmed with what looked like tears she could not shed. Her hands were clenched so tightly at her sides that her knuckles shone white. I could see the tremor running through her.
She stopped ten paces away and looked at Mom. Then she looked at Renesmee, and I watched her throat work.
"Rosalie," she said. Her voice cracked on the name. "What have you done?"
"Irina," Mom said quietly. There was no anger in her voice, none of the coldness she reserved for strangers. She sounded tired and gentle—and a little afraid. She slowly eased my arms from around her waist, crouched in front of me, and cupped my face in both hands. For a moment, she held my gaze, and I saw everything in her eyes: love, fear, and a promise. "Phoebe, I need you to go with Leah for a bit. Whatever Irina says, whatever you feel, you stay right there. Can you do that for me, sweetheart?"
"I want to stay with you," I whispered.
"I know." She tucked a stray curl behind my ear. "But Irina is carrying something very heavy, and I think she needs to set it down without an audience. I promise I'll come and get you. I will always come and get you."
"Okay, Mama," I whispered.
She kissed my forehead, her lips cool against my skin, then rose. Turning towards Irina, she squared her shoulders and lifted her chin, every inch the woman who had once faced Death without flinching.
Leah crouched low, and I scrambled onto her back, burying my fingers in her thick, silver-grey fur. Jacob lowered his russet shoulder so Renesmee could climb onto his back, and she looped her arms around his neck with the easy confidence of a child who had never once been dropped. The wolves carried us soundlessly over the wet earth to a cluster of mossy boulders about forty yards from the riverbank. Leah slipped behind the largest boulder and phased, then pulled on the shorts and shirt she kept tied around her ankle before gathering me into her arms as though I were something breakable and precious. A moment later, Jacob emerged from behind a neighbouring boulder, dressed and careful as he gathered Renesmee up.
I wasn't supposed to hear what they said. Their voices were soft, and the river was loud. But my hearing was sharper than a human child's, and I had learned to follow emotions as other people followed sound. From Leah's arms, I watched every second.
I didn't need to see Mom's face to know what she felt. Her emotions reached me like a live wire: a thin thread of protective fear, with stubborn, aching hope wound tightly beneath it.
"I'm going to tell you something, Irina, and I need you to hear all of it before you decide what to do." Mom stopped a respectful distance away, her hands open and visible at her sides.
Irina's lips pressed into a thin line. Her gaze flickered from Mom's face to our hiding place by the boulders, then back again, as though she couldn't stop herself.
"They are immortal children," Irina said. It came out flat, but the tremor in it gave her away. "Rosalie, they are Immortal Children. I watched them move. I watched them leap over the river like it was a puddle. Tell me you did not do this. Tell me Carlisle did not…"
"Irina," Mom said gently.
"Rosalie, they are—" Irina's voice broke, dropping to something raw. "I have seen what happens. I watched it happen. My mother…" She broke off and pressed a trembling hand to her mouth. "They will come for you. They will come for all of us. Do you understand what you've done?"
I felt the grief roll off her in a wave so powerful that Leah's arm tightened around me.
"I understand exactly what you're afraid of," Mom said quietly. "And I won't insult you by telling you not to be afraid. Sasha died because she created an immortal child, breaking a law that exists for a reason. You have every right to look at those two girls and see the worst."
Irina flinched as though someone had struck her.
"But I need you to listen to me," Mom continued, "before you decide what you saw."
Her voice never rose or wavered. That was my mother. She wasn't gentle in the way Grandma Esme was gentle. Her kindness had a spine. She told people the truth because she respected them too much to lie.
"Those girls are not immortal children," Mom said. "They were never human children transformed into vampires and frozen at a young age. They were born, Irina. They've grown, and they continue to grow." She hesitated, and for the first time I felt a flicker of uncertainty from her, quickly mastered. "They're twins."
Irina stared at Mom with undiluted disbelief.
"That is impossible," Irina said flatly. "You are a vampire, Rosalie. Our kind cannot give birth."
"No," Mom agreed. Her voice cracked, just enough for me to feel it. "I still can't have biological children of my own."
Irina's expression shifted, as though she had glimpsed the quiet grief Mom had carried ever since becoming a vampire. I had always hated that my mother had to bear it. Leah's chest rumbled softly as she tried to soothe the emotions churning through me.
"Renesmee is Bella's daughter," Mom said. "Edward's and Bella's, by blood. Bella was human when she conceived her. The pregnancy nearly destroyed her; the birth killed her, and Edward had to change her to save her life. He learned the hard way what fear can cost when it makes you choose too quickly."
Irina's eyes flicked to Aunt Bella, who stood beside the cedar with her arms wrapped tightly around herself. Bella gave her a small, tight nod. I could feel the memories of our birth rising in her, along with everything it had cost.
"And Phoebe?" Irina whispered.
I felt Mom's love surge so fiercely and so achingly that it seemed to burn through my very soul.
"Phoebe is mine. My daughter," Mom said. The words rang across the clearing, clear and fierce and unashamed. "Mine and Emmett's in every way that matters. Bella carried both girls, and she loved them from the first moment she felt them move, even though we all thought she was carrying only one baby. But when Phoebe was born, she reached for me. She had chosen Emmett and me before she ever entered the world. It was my voice she always reached for, and I have never let her go." Mom lifted her chin. "They're twins. They grew together, were born together, and they love each other more fiercely than anything I've ever seen."
Irina remained silent for a long moment.
I reached out carefully, with the thinnest thread of my gift, and brushed against Irina's emotions. They were a tangle of broken strands: terror, disbelief, and a desperate, fragile hope she scarcely dared to touch. She wanted to believe. She wanted it so badly that she was terrified of what would happen if she was wrong—if everything Mom had just told her was an elaborate lie.
"Irina," Mom said, more slowly now. "I'm not asking you to take my word for it. I wouldn't, in your place. I'm asking you to look. Really look. Not as someone who watched her mother burn, but as someone who knows what an immortal child is."
"They do not feed," Irina murmured, almost to herself. "They slaughter. They do not grow. They cannot learn."
"Phoebe has been learning since before she was born," Mom said, and a thread of wry pride wove itself into her tone. "She's better at it than most adults I know."
Irina made a sound that might have been the ghost of a laugh. She pressed the heel of her hand against her eye, a human gesture she had probably never lost.
"I don't know if I can," she admitted. "I don't know if I can look at them and not see-"
"You don't have to do it alone," Aunt Bella murmured from behind Mom. She stepped forward, one slow, careful pace at a time. Her eyes, still burnished gold-red, were wide and shining. Her hands remained open at her sides, a clear, deliberate gesture: I am not a threat.
"Irina," she said softly. "I'm Bella. We haven't really met. Not properly, at least."
Irina's gaze dropped to Bella's hands, then rose to her face. I felt her whole body go still.
"You are the reason Laurent died," Irina said very quietly.
I felt the words strike Aunt Bella like a blow. But she did not flinch. She did not step back.
"Yes," Aunt Bella said. "I am. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Irina. He was your mate, and he died because he came after me. I wish things had gone differently. I truly do."
Irina's shoulders trembled. Her eyes burned.
"He was hunting you," she said, as though repeating a lesson she had learned and hated. "Kate and Tanya told me. I know that. But knowing it hasn't made losing him hurt any less."
"It doesn't have to feel fair," Aunt Bella said, her voice shaking only a little. "It just has to be true. Laurent made a choice, and the wolves made theirs. Now we're all living with the consequences." She drew in a breath she did not need. "But I'd like you to meet my daughter. Not because I expect you to forgive me. Because I want you to see that what you're afraid of isn't here."
She turned and looked straight at Jacob, who was holding Renesmee.
"Jake," Aunt Bella said. "Please."
I will remember what happened next for the rest of my very long life.
Jacob's arms tightened instinctively around Renesmee, but he didn't move quickly. He knew better than to startle someone already frightened.
He crossed the clearing the way you approach a spooked deer: slowly, openly, with Renesmee tucked against his chest. From Leah's arms, I could feel everything in him: the nervous drum of his heart, the tight knot of guilt beneath it, and the stubborn resolve to do this because Aunt Bella had asked him to.
Jacob had been in that meadow. He had been one of the wolves who tore Laurent apart. He knew what his pack had taken from Irina.
{He's scared,} I whispered through the bond to Leah. {Jake's scared, Leah.}
[He should be,] Leah muttered, but her arms stayed gently around me. [Stay with me, little raven. Whatever happens, we stay right here.]
Jacob stopped five paces from Irina, and the whole clearing seemed to hold its breath with him.
Renesmee lifted her head from his shoulder and studied the strange, beautiful woman with the wide golden eyes. She wasn't afraid. She tilted her head, the way she always did when she was memorising someone, her bronze curls slipping across her cheek. Then she smiled—that same brilliant, dimpled smile that had melted Charlie Swan in a single heartbeat.
"Hello," Renesmee said, her voice clear as a struck bell. "I'm Renesmee. You were very scared a minute ago. You don't have to be scared… not of us."
Irina made a small, broken sound.
I felt the change ripple through the clearing. Irina hadn't expected a child to notice her terror, let alone care enough to speak to it. Her clenched hands loosened by a fraction.
"You don't have to believe Mommy or Aunt Rose," Renesmee continued. She wriggled in Jacob's arms until he understood and lowered her to the wet grass, still holding her hand. Even from across the clearing, I felt his whole body strain against the urge to pull her safely back against his chest. "My mom says words are hard when you're frightened. So I can show you instead. Can I?"
Irina's eyes flew to Aunt Bella. Bella gave her the smallest nod, her golden-red eyes bright with hope.
"Show me what?" Irina whispered.
"Everything," Renesmee said simply, and held up her free hand.
{Phoebe,} Nessie called out through our bond. {Stay with me. Please? I think this is going to be big.}
{I'm right here,} I answered, and I pushed every ounce of steadiness I owned down our bond. {I'm not going anywhere.}
Irina lowered herself to her knees. I'll never know whether she chose to or whether her knees simply gave up the argument, but she settled into the wet grass until her eyes were level with my sister's. Renesmee laid her small palm against Irina's pale cheek.
And because Renesmee let me, I saw what Irina saw through my sister's eyes.
She showed Irina the dark, warm hush of the womb and the thunder of a heartbeat that wasn't a vampire's. Then came the rush of colour, pain, and noise that marked the night of our birth. She showed Irina the moment Edward first placed her in Aunt Bella's arms, moments after she was born. Bella's face was flushed and fierce, but still unmistakably human. She showed her Mom's voice calling my name, a kitchen counter, and two blankets—one pink, one purple. Then came the days, one after another, each a little longer than the last. Sunrise after sunrise. Hunger and food. Tiredness and sleep. Her own small body changing, as no frozen child ever could.
And then Renesmee showed her the one thing an immortal child could never have.
"Listen," Renesmee said aloud this time, softly. "Put your other hand here."
She guided Irina's fingers from her cheek to her own chest, just beneath her collarbone. I could almost imagine what Irina felt beneath that cold palm: warmth, the faint flush of living skin, and the steady, unmistakable drum of a living heart.
Thump-thump. Thump-thump.
Irina's whole body locked.
"She's warm," Irina breathed. Wonder cracked through her voice. "She's warm. And she has…" Her voice failed. She tried again. "Rosalie, she has a heartbeat."
"Yes," Mom said, very gently. She had not moved an inch.
I can't describe what happened to Irina's emotions in that moment except as the breaking of a frozen river. Her terror did not simply fade; it shattered. Every fragment carried a memory of Sasha. Yet beneath the grief, something else stirred—something that had been waiting inside her for a very long time, with nowhere to land.
Then, without any warning, the world changed.
I felt it before I understood it. Something shifted inside Irina, a sudden, enormous pull, as though every thought she had ever had were a compass needle swinging towards a single point. That point was my sister.
Through the link Renesmee had opened between us, Irina's thoughts suddenly became clear to me, raw and unguarded.
[What is this? What is this? Oh no. Oh, no, what is happening to me?]
I knew that feeling. I had watched it happen to Leah, and I had felt it from the receiving end. But this was different. Leah had described imprinting as gravity shifting. Irina seemed to feel something else: a golden cord drawn taut between her ribs and the little girl before her, a connection that had not existed a heartbeat earlier and that her very bones insisted must never be severed. It wasn't the mate bond she had once shared with Laurent. This was fierce, aching protectiveness—as though some long-buried part of her had waited centuries for the chance to guard this one small life. All she wanted was to keep Renesmee safe.
[She is mine to protect,] Irina's thought whispered, awed and terrified. [Mine. Mine to keep safe. Mine to… mine.]
{Phoebe,} Renesmee whispered, a tiny, wondering shiver in my mind. {She's… it feels like when Jakey looks at me. It feels warm with an edge of endless devotion. And fierce protectiveness. But is it okay to feel this with someone who isn't Jakey?}
{I feel this too with my Leah,} I projected back. {It's okay. It's okay, Nessie. I think it's a good thing. Everything will work itself out. I promise.}
"Oh," Irina said aloud, so softly I almost missed it. Her hand remained against Renesmee's chest. Her shoulders shook with tears that could not fall. "Oh, little one. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I thought…"
"It's okay," Renesmee said kindly, patting her cheek. "You didn't know."
For one heartbeat, I thought that was it. Irina wouldn't run now. The worst of the danger had passed. There were still questions to untangle, but the girls were safe. Everyone in the clearing seemed to believe it.
Then Irina lifted her gaze, looking past Renesmee's bronze curls to the man standing behind her.
Jacob had not moved.
He was exactly where he had been, his fingers still loosely curled around Renesmee's hand, his russet skin pale beneath its warm colour, his dark eyes fixed on her. I had never seen that expression on his face. He knew he was one of the wolves who had killed Laurent, and he had braced himself for Irina's hatred. Every muscle in his huge frame seemed ready for the lunge, the scream, the accusation he knew he deserved. Until then, he had kept his gaze on his imprint, unable to bring himself to look at Irina. But when her breath caught, curiosity overcame him. He looked up.
Their eyes met, and the world broke apart.
Jacob's lips parted. His hand tightened around Renesmee's, and then, very slowly, as though the earth had dropped away beneath him, he sank to one knee in the wet grass. Even as his world shifted, he lowered himself with infinite care, afraid the smallest movement might frighten his Nessie.
[No,] Jacob thought, and it was so raw that I jerked within Leah's embrace. [No, no. Nessie. I have Nessie. I already have… I can't. I…]
Then the thought just broke off, leaving only shock, like lightning striking the same place not once, not twice, but three times.
Every other thread tying him to the world—his pack, his dad, his friends—seemed to loosen, as though a hand had reached into his chest and gently, mercilessly retied them. Not cut. Not severed. Retied, until every thread ran through the woman and the little girl before him.
When Leah imprinted on me, it felt like gravity changing. Leah had tried to explain it to Mom when it happened, but now I understood that her words had been a poor, pale shadow of the truth. For one suspended moment, the ground did not hold him up. They did. The planet, the moon, the sun, none of it mattered. The only things in the world that pulled at him were a tired, grieving vampire with rain on her coat and my bronze-haired sister.
Jacob made a sound that was half laugh, half sob.
"Jake?" Aunt Bella cried.
He didn't hear her. He couldn't hear anything. He knelt there, breathing as though he had been running for days, staring at Irina with a mixture of horror, wonder, and helpless tenderness. I think that tenderness frightened him more than anything else.
[Two,] he thought, and the thought was a stunned, drowning thing. [It's two. How can there be two? Nessie. And her. They're both…they both…]
Leah went rigid as she held me securely in her arms.
[Oh, your poor, stupid wolf,] she thought, and there was no mockery in it at all, only a kind of awed pity. [It happened to you twice. No wolf has ever… Phoebe, nobody has ever had two imprints.]
{Is that bad?}I asked, a little worried for him and my sister, and now Irina as well.
[I don't know, little raven,] Leah answered quietly. [I don't think anyone does.]
Irina had gone utterly still.
She was kneeling, still holding my sister's hand, and I felt the change begin to reach her. Slowly at first, then all at once, like the tide drawing back before a wave.
Vampires don't feel the pull of a mate in quite the same way a wolf feels an imprint. Mom had told me that, and I had sensed echoes of it often enough in the people I loved. It was a pull of heat, recognition, and certainty—a sudden flood of colour into a world that had been grey. Now all of it crashed over Irina in a single, devastating wave, whether she wanted it or not.
It came in waves. First, the shock: hot and total, like stepping from a freezing night into a lit room. Then came the knowing, as simple and impossible as knowing your own name. That man is yours. You are his. And then came a dizzying tenderness, overwhelming and inexplicable, with no business existing between two people who had never exchanged a word. Her body leaned towards him before her mind could protest.
Irina swayed, her balance suddenly gone.
She caught herself with one hand against the wet earth, still kneeling before Renesmee, and stared at Jacob as though the ground had shifted beneath her.
"No," she said hoarsely. "No. No. Not…not…"
Her gaze moved from Renesmee to Jacob's black hair, his broad shoulders, and the heat radiating from him. I could feel it even from where I sat in Leah's arms.
"You," she breathed. "It was you. You were in the meadow."
I felt Jacob's shame hit him so hard that he nearly folded in half.
"Yes," he said. His voice cracked, but he didn't look away. "I was one of the wolves. I was there, and I won't lie to you about it. I won't pretend I would have made a different choice. He was going to kill Bella. But I'm sorry for what his death cost you, Irina."
For a moment, Irina said nothing.
I did not need my gift to know what she was feeling or thinking. I felt it anyway, and it was like standing too close to a storm. Her grief for Laurent had not disappeared. She had carried it for a month, sometimes tucked beneath anger, sometimes open and raw. Now it surged against this impossible new connection like a wave against a cliff. [My mate? The wolf who killed my mate? How can this be? Laurent, I am not betraying you. I am not.]
I couldn't bear it any longer.
I reached out as gently as I could and brushed her with the faintest thread of calm. I didn't push. I only softened the sharpest edge, just enough to let her breathe. She didn't pull away. I felt her draw in a ragged breath, and her shoulders eased by a fraction.
{I'm sorry,} I whispered to Leah. {I had to.}
[I know,] Leah's thoughts were soft and fierce with love and pride. [You did a good thing.]
Mom had turned and was watching us. Her golden eyes found mine across the clearing, and a brief, fierce pride flickered through her, so quick that I might have imagined it.
"Everyone," Mom said, her voice low but firm. "Breathe. No one is doing anything for the next five minutes except breathing."
"Rose," Aunt Bella said faintly. She looked shaken. "Did Jake just…did he imprint on…"
"Yes, Bella. I believe he did." Mom's mouth twitched, almost—horribly—into a laugh. "Of all the wolves in the world, it had to be you, mutt. And of all the vampires…" She stopped and pressed her fingers to the bridge of her nose. "I'm too old for this. Irina, can you hear me?"
"I can hear you," Irina whispered.
"Good. I need you to listen. This isn't a trick or a spell, and it isn't something Jacob has done. It's called imprinting, and he can't choose it or control it." Mom spoke slowly and carefully. "It's involuntary. Sudden. Leah described it to me once. It isn't like falling in love at first sight. It's more like gravity changing. Someone simply becomes the thing that holds him to the world."
Irina pressed her lips together.
"He imprinted on Renesmee first," Mom continued. "And in the two months since, he has never looked at her with anything but devotion. He will be whatever she needs him to be—a brother, a protector, a friend—until she tells him otherwise. That's what imprinting does. It makes the wolf into whatever the person he imprints on most needs." She glanced at Jacob, and for a moment her face softened. "I didn't know it could happen twice. I don't believe anyone did."
"I didn't either," Jacob rasped.
"And now," Irina said slowly, "it has happened to me too."
"Yes."
"But I am not a wolf."
"No, and neither is Renesmee. I don't think species is a factor here," Mom said hesitantly. I felt her searching for the right words. "I think what you're feeling is a mate bond. Somehow, Jacob's second imprint and the bond forming between you have become intertwined. I don't know whether they're two sides of the same connection or something entirely new."
A shaky, almost hysterical sound escaped Irina, half laugh and half sob. "So I've lost one mate, and the universe has given me another—and he is one of the wolves who…" She pressed a fist to her mouth. "This is… Rosalie, I can't…"
"No one is asking you to," Mom said, firm but kind. "Not today. Not tomorrow. Maybe not for a very long time. Jacob?"
Jacob lifted his head. His eyes were wet.
"You will give her every bit of space she asks for," Mom said, in the voice she used when she would not be argued with. "You will not crowd her. You will not push. And if she tells you to leave her alone, you will go."
"Yes," Jacob said at once, his voice hoarse. "Of course. Anything she wants." He looked at Irina, and his face crumpled into something so helplessly earnest that I felt Leah's breath catch against my hair. "I'll be whatever you need. A friend. A stranger. The guy who stays on the other side of the river and waves. I'll wait a hundred years if I have to. I swear I'll wait as long as it takes."
"I don't know how to do this," Irina said, her voice almost a whisper. "I don't know how to look at you and not see…"
"I know," Jacob said. "I don't either." His mouth twisted. "I don't think we're supposed to be good at this straight away. We're allowed to be terrible at it for a while."
A breath of laughter escaped her, wet and startled. It seemed to surprise her more than anyone.
Slowly, Jacob rose, keeping one hand wrapped around Renesmee's, and offered Irina his free hand, palm up.
"You don't have to," he said. "You can leave. I wouldn't stop you. I'd… find a way to live with it. But you don't have to stay."
Irina stared at his hand for a long, long moment.
She touched it with the tips of her fingers.
I felt the instant their skin touched. The taut connection between them eased into something steadier, settling into a shape neither could deny. It didn't erase Laurent or mend the hurt between them. It simply existed. Jacob drew a sharp breath, while Irina gave a startled laugh, as though she had been offered something she'd never believed she was allowed to have.
"You're so warm," she murmured.
"You're freezing."
"I am a vampire."
"I noticed," Jacob said. His smile was so fond and helplessly bewildered that Leah snorted into my hair.
"Two imprints," Leah muttered, shaking her head. "Of course, something like this would happen to him."
I tucked my chin against Leah's shoulder and stared at the three of them. In my mind's eye, I could see two threads: one golden and protective, running from Irina to my sister; the other brighter and burning, binding Jacob to them both. They seemed to knot together. Nothing in the world had prepared me for the sheer strangeness of it.
It was a mess. It was impossible. It was unprecedented. But it was real.
It was then that Mom came to get me, as she promised she would.
She crossed the clearing with the unhurried certainty of someone who had never once been late for the things that mattered. Leah let her take me, though her arms tightened a moment longer than necessary before she finally released me. I wrapped my arms around Mom's neck and breathed in her warm, rose scent. Whatever happened next, I was home.
"I'm so proud of you," Mom murmured into my hair. "You helped calm the emotions in that clearing. I felt it."
"I didn't make them feel anything they shouldn't," I said anxiously. "I only smoothed the edges a little. Was that wrong?"
"No, my little warrior." She kissed my temple. "It was kind. There's a difference."
She carried me over to where Irina still stood with Renesmee and Jacob. Irina looked up, her golden eyes still dazed with shock.
"Phoebe," she said, as though testing the name. Then she looked from me to Mom and back again. "You're so like her. The shape of your eyes. Your posture. Even the way you look at me." A watery, startled smile touched her mouth. "I owe you an apology, too, little one. I looked at you and saw the worst thing I could imagine. I'm sorry."
"I'm not angry," I said honestly. "You were scared. You loved Sasha."
Irina went very still.
"How," she began, and I felt the old terror begin to coil, "how did you…"
"I'll explain later," Mom said quickly, shooting me a look of fond exasperation. "Much, much later. My daughter has a great many talents, and she's still learning when to keep them to herself."
I winced. "Sorry."
But Irina was looking at me with the oddest expression, as though she were watching something rise from the ashes of everything she had believed. "No," she said softly. "Don't be sorry. Sasha would have liked you." Her voice cracked. "She always said the world needed more people who could look at someone and see what they were carrying."
"Thank you," I murmured, suddenly shy. No one outside my family had ever said anything like that to me.
It was just then that a sharp, cold pang went through my head.
It was the same kind of pain I'd felt on my very first night: a thought that didn't belong to me, flung across a great distance without warning. I stiffened in Mom's arms. For an instant, my vision clouded with swirling grey fog and a flash of crimson.
Not now, I thought desperately. Please, not now.
Then I heard it.
It was faint, no more than a whisper: a stranger's mind brushing mine from half a mile away. The presence was cool and focused, utterly unlike any mind I knew. It wasn't frightened. It wasn't angry. It was pleased.
[Two children. One, bronze. One, pale. Moving faster than any human child could. Not changing. Not hunted. Held by the vampires as though they belong to them. Immortal children…]
"Mom," I whispered, pitching my voice low enough that the stranger wouldn't hear, but loud enough for everyone in the clearing.
[Aro will want to know of this at once. Caius, too. This is the sort of thing they pay handsomely for.]
Ice poured through my veins.
"Mom, someone's watching us."
Mom was already turning. "Where?"
I looked past her shoulder, along the ridge on the far side of the river. Through the curtain of rain, in the shadow between two enormous firs, I saw a figure in a long charcoal cloak. He was pale and thin. For one brief instant, his face lifted into the light, and I saw his eyes: bright, unmistakable crimson. They belonged to a vampire who fed on humans, and they were fixed not on Irina, Jacob, or Aunt Bella, but on Renesmee and me.
He had been there for a long time. He had watched us leap over the river that morning, laughing in the mist. He had watched Irina arrive and seen us run to Mom and Aunt Bella. But he had been too far away to hear what had been said, to see the warm flush in our cheeks, or to catch the beat of our hearts over the rushing water. All he had seen were two beautiful, ageless-looking children: one with a Hale's pale hair, the other with a Cullen's dark bronze curls.
[They'll burn for it,] he thought, and the satisfaction in it made me feel sick. [Every last one of them.]
"Mom!" I cried out.
Leah was already moving, a grey blur tearing away from the boulders. Jacob threw himself forward, shifting as he ran and joining her in pursuit. Mom pushed me gently into Aunt Bella's arms, then sped after them, the world blurring around her.
But the man in the charcoal cloak hadn't been interested in a fight.
He turned, and the rain seemed to swallow him. One moment he was a figure between the firs; the next, only wet branches swayed in his wake. His thoughts faded from my mind as he raced east, towards the mountains and the sea, towards a country where danger waited for us.
[Italy. I must reach Volterra before they catch me. The Kings need to know the truth.]
I clung to Aunt Bella's neck, my heart pounding against her collarbone, and knew with cold certainty that it was already too late. Irina slowly rose, her hands wrapped around Renesmee. On her face, I saw the terrible understanding of what lay ahead—the very future she had hoped to prevent when she stepped out from beneath the trees.
And now, somewhere beyond the mountains, a stranger was running for Italy with a lie that looked like the truth—and carrying the threat of our destruction with him.