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Chapter 18 - Chapter seventeen

Samuel's POV 

My name is Samuel Adeleke.

27. I own a fintech company in Lekki. Flat in Victoria Island. Calendar full. Altar in my house that's never cold.

I've walked with God since I was 16. When my world broke, He put me back together. I don't play with that.

That danfo afternoon, I shouldn't have been there.

My driver's car died on Third Mainland Bridge. Just cut off.

Tow truck would take hours. My meeting was in Ikeja in 20 minutes.

So I took a danfo.

Heat. Noise. Sweat. Bible under my arm. Earpiece in, nothing playing. I don't do crowds. I don't do touching.

Then the bus hit a pothole.

Her arm brushed mine.

Half a second.

It knocked the air out of me.

I've been pressed by investors, pressed in airports, pressed on 3-night vigils. Nothing has ever touched my spirit like that.

I looked.

She wasn't looking at me. She was looking out the window like she was done with the world. Tired eyes. Makeup like war paint. Black top. She carried a weight that had nothing to do with the crowd.

Her arm touched mine for half a second. And heaven fell on me.

Table. Two plates. A child laughing. Her, laughing for real. Peace in her eyes, Free. Not guarded. Not for sale.

My chest caved in.

"Sorry, are you—"

"Move," she said. Sharp. Done. Like I was another man who wanted something.

She glanced once. Guarded. Tired. Then back to the window.

"Oshodi, Oshodi."

She vanished into the crowd before I could stand.

"Wait."

The word died in my throat.

I stayed at the park. Hands shaking.

"What was that, Lord?"

I didn't sleep for three nights.

The fourth night, I broke.

 11pm. No food. No calls.

That night I canceled everything. Walked past my couch, my kitchen, straight to my prayer room.

Wooden floor. Bible on a table. Just God. 

I hit my knees.

"Jesus," I said, and it came out raw. "If that was You, speak. If it was my flesh, kill it now. I will not chase a feeling You didn't send."

Silence.

Then my body gave out. Three nights of no sleep will do that.

My forehead hit the table right beside my open bible, and I was gone.

I didn't dream. I was there

Dark room. No doors. No windows. Air so cold it cut my lungs.

In the middle, a woman. Back to me. Black cloth. Mourning cloth. Torn. Soaked in something I didn't want to name. She was rocking, repeating it like a knife:

"My name is Ruth… my name is Ruth… my name is Ruth…"

My knees hit the ground again. "Ruth."

Then the dark split open.

A Voice. Not from a corner. From everywhere. It shook the room to its bones.

"SAMUEL."

I fell flat. "Lord…" 

The Voice filled the dark.

"Lord." Face on the ground.

"That is your wife."

"Lord, she's far. The enemy has her."

"Yes. The devil stole her. He took years. He took peace. He put her in rooms she shouldn't have been in and gave her names she forgot before morning. It hurts. Many hard things had to happen so My word would not fall. But hear Me: the devil cannot stop My promises."

The black cloth on her jerked. Like invisible hands were trying to hold it on.

"That cloth is not hers. It was forced on her. Bring her back, Samuel. Tear away the black cloth. Put on her the white garment that belongs to her. The one I made before the interruption."

"Lord, I don't know where she is." 

"That cloth is not hers," God said. "It was forced on her. It is ashes. It is mourning. It is a lie. BRING HER BACK, SAMUEL. Tear away the black cloth the enemy dressed her in. With your hands. With your faith. With My Spirit. And put on her the WHITE GARMENT that belongs to her. The one I wove for her before hell touched her."

I was weeping now. Gasping. "Lord, I don't know where she is. I don't even know her face."

"You will not do it by your might," He said. "I WILL HEAL HER. I WILL GROW HER. I WILL BRING HER BACK. You will stand when she returns. You will tell her what I told her in the dark: NO CHILD OF MINE IS WORTHLESS."

Light struck the hem of the black cloth. It frayed. Under it, white. Pure. Unstained. Royal. Waiting like it had been there all along.

"Her name is Ruth," He said. "And I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN HER."

The dark broke.

I gasped and hit the floor of my prayer room.

Awake. Face on the table. Tears running into Isaiah 54:4-5.

Fear not… For your Maker is your husband._

 It was dead silent. 3:17am.

Ruth. 

"Her name is Ruth. And I remember her."

Ruth.

I don't know her last name. I don't know her street. I don't know if she remembers a danfo.

But I know this: God marked her before hell touched her. And He marked me to stand, to wait, and to clothe her when she comes back.

I stood. Washed my face. Called my PA.

Because if God says she's mine, the season of black cloth is over.

And a man who's been given a wife by God doesn't sit still while she's still in enemy territory.

Sunrise hit and I was still on my knees. Shirt stuck to my back. Bible open on Isaiah 54.

"Ruth."

I said her name out loud like it was an anchor. Like saying it would keep heaven from taking it back.

My PA picked on the second ring.

"Oga?" She sounded scared. I never call this early.

"Cancel my 10am. Clear Thursday night. And get me Pastor Jide on the line. Now."

"Oga… are you—"

"Now, Tolu."

I hung up. Washed my face with cold water. My reflection looked different. Eyes awake. Jaw set.

Because a man doesn't get a name from God and go back to emails.

9:42am. My Prayer Room.

Pastor Jide came himself. No car, no entourage. Just him, his bible, and eyes that had seen too much to play games.

He walked in, looked at me on the floor, shirt stuck to my back, bible open on Isaiah 54.

He didn't sit.

He stood over me.

"Samuel," he said. And his voice wasn't casual.

My head snapped up. "Pastor, I—"

He lifted a hand. Cut me off.

"I saw you," he said.

I froze.

"Last night. In the place of prayer. Before you called me."

The air in the room got heavy.

"I saw you," he said again, slower. "Older. Not 27. Maybe 35. You were in a house. Not VI. A warmer house. Wooden table. Two chairs. A third one, smaller."

My throat closed.

"And you had kids, Samuel." His eyes locked on mine. "A boy. A girl. They were running to you. Laughing. And the woman…"

He paused. The room went dead quiet.

"The woman you were holding… she was wearing white. Not black. White. Clean. Laughing for real. Free. Not guarded. Not for sale."

My knees gave out. I hit the floor again.

Pastor Jide knelt too.

"Before you say one word," he said, voice low, "tell me God's hand is on you. Because what I saw was not your future if you keep sitting still. It was your wife. It was your home. It was the garment."

I couldn't speak. My chest was caving in.

"Now," he said. "Talk."

So I did.

I told him everything. The danfo. The arm. The table. The child laughing. "Move." Oshodi. The dark room. Ruth. The black cloth. The white garment.

When I finished, he didn't look surprised. He looked angry. Holy angry.

"Samuel," he said. "You didn't see a woman. You saw a covenant under siege. That black cloth? That's assignment. The enemy dressed her so she would forget her name."

My hands were shaking. "I don't know where she is, Pastor."

"Good," he said. "Because if you did, you'd go with your own wisdom. You'd try to buy her. Fix her. Drag her out."

He leaned forward.

"But God said you will not do it by your might. So we're not moving until He moves."

He put his hand on my head. Heavy. Like iron.

"Father," he prayed, and the room shifted. "You showed me his home. Now give him the street. Give him the sign. Give him the first lead. Not so he can chase. So he can obey. Let the black cloth fray in public. Let her hear her name again. In Jesus' name."

Amen.

I stood.

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