It's not that I don't like Hua Rong, but every time I try to make up my mind, Yu Miao's lifeless gaze fills my mind. There's a world of difference between someone who has come to terms and someone whose spirit is dead, and he knows the difference.
He has always carried this burden on his shoulders, feeling that with Yu Miao in the state she's in now, he has lost the right to happiness. Yet, he doesn't want to worry his family and parents, so when love came, he didn't reject it. He truly took it seriously, but found it difficult to truly open his heart.
Of course, in essence, the two relationships are different.
Being with Liang Huarui, it was more about making up for past regrets rather than calling it love. Being with Hua Rong was truly about mutual affection, yet the knot in his heart wasn't fully untied, so he was much more cautious...
