She also knew that when she was angry with Mu Jingnan before and wanted to escape from him, she used Jiang Nan and said she wanted to marry him, it was her own fault.
She knew even more that it was her fault for giving him hope and then letting him down now.
However, it was too late to say anything now.
Since she couldn't give him the happiness he wanted, she should tell him earlier, so he could let go of this thought.
And also let him... give up sooner.
"Jiang Nan, I'm sorry. Although saying these words now may feel somewhat hypocritical, I am sincere. You are the person I least want to hurt, yet I still hurt you. Believe me, hurting you makes me sad too. In this life, I'm destined not to be able to give you happiness. You are still young, give up early, and set your sights on other good girls. Find someone you like and who likes you, have a good relationship, and start a family."
