Many times, I find myself doing repetitive things that numb me.
I repeat all my habits; no amount of care changes anything.
I've gotten used to everything, and in the end, when I lose something, I can only suffer alone.
"Grandpa, Grandma, maybe you never knew how much your son was hurt. Everything you do is so selfish; when do you ever consider if your actions hurt others?
Perhaps, when you were together, you never imagined my father would get hurt like this or turn into who he is now. Back then, you probably thought of him as someone who would give everything for his own sake over and over, never once thinking your actions would harm your own family. Deep down, your hearts were selfish, but gradually, you became enlightened. Perhaps you were truly selfish in the past, but after going through these things, you see things more openly now. Everyone has their own path to follow, and once he walked the path he most wanted, she became accustomed to everything.
