Her expression was vacant.
Pregnant, how could she be pregnant?
She just drank some wine in sadness, how did she end up in such a situation? Being raped is one thing, but why was it just one night and she still got pregnant?
Is it heaven's way of punishing her, making her go through all this?
Could it be that heaven also blames her for looking for Jiang Feng?
She always knew Lu Zhan was a good man, and she knew he treated her well, but... precisely because he was too good to her, she felt overwhelmed.
She hated this family marriage, this so-called match between social equals, whenever she thought about being forced to separate from Jiang Feng and marry someone else, she hated everyone.
She especially hated her mother for pretending to be sick to get her to agree to the marriage.
But Lu Zhan was too good; she couldn't hate him. Marrying him made her feel uncomfortable and unable to face or accept him.
