The past that one never wants to forget gradually fades away, just when she doesn't want it to.
Gu Xiaonuan may still be the Gu Xiaonuan of the past, but her thoughts have changed drastically from before.
No matter how conflicted Gu Xiaonuan feels, this will become her most painful memory.
Despite this, she still wants to change something.
For instance, the relationship between her and Si Yuchen. Gu Xiaonuan first plans to improve their relationship during their interactions.
Gu Xiaonuan also knows that doing this is tantamount to challenging Si Yuchen's limits of tolerance. Si Yuchen living with her is not because he truly loves her. Helping her with Lu Xiao's issues is also because their life would be affected if the role of a mother, which she plays, is missing, impacting the child's growth.
Ultimately, Gu Xiaonuan's existence might simply be superfluous.
