Suddenly being asked if she wanted to get back what she had given up made Yue Xuexia think things deeply. Her feelings towards another person that is not her family, her heart that beats for another person's sake, she had longed to give them up for a reason. If her memories serve right, it's the feeling of tiredness, disappointment and betrayal. When someone had enough, they would also give up. When someone felt the pain in their heart they would also want to rest to forget the pain. Though she can no longer feel this pain, these memories serve to show that someone or people betrayed and hurt her, making her question trust, love and loyalty.
Normally, one would like to get everything they lose back but Yue Xuexia felt no inkling of wanting to get her heart back. This subject makes her uncomfortable instead.
She answered, "The heart. I don't need it right now. You can keep it."
