So let's just calm down...
Now I'm in my home, which is a lovely small apartment, and three hours later I have to go to my brother's house. First, let's take a bath. As I entered my room, I saw my comfy bed and wanted to lie down badly. But I can't do this...
While looking for clean clothes I do understand 2that this apartment is enough for one person. It has a bathroom, a small kitchen, and one room and even I have a place for guests who want to sleep ( even this room is small). In the past, I believed, this house was not to live...
What a good-for-nothing brat was I?
Anyway, now I'm 172 cm with 16 year old apprence and the truth is I'm 20 years old. The only reason is the time I was in come.
I don't why, but I want to recall every moment of my life right now...
I put my clothes in the bathroom and went to the kitchen to eat something. I was really hungry after this type of tiring day...
I turn off the lights and turn on my favourite Playlist...
The song started to play...
"Some people make mistakes"
"That's alright that's okay"
....
Moral of the story...
This song was my mom's favorite...
Then the next song...
" Hush baby don't you cry"
" Everything gonna be alright"
....
Mockingbird
My dad's favourite
And then
"Ay ay ay, I need my samurai"
....
Butterfly
The song that me and my brother used to love. Even if we didn't understand the meaning, we still liked it thanks to its popularity...
As I entered the bathroom I filled the bath with hot water and just lay down there.
I started to remember everything from that day...
Now time to think about the past, present and future.
Anyway, the money I got from my part-time job was enough to cover all my expenses for this month, together with because of this I already got rid of my debt.
Now, I can freely study, work and even get my brother...
No. I cannot...
Even if I take my brother back, I cannot give him what he wants...
I don't even know his wishes, but sure, he doesn't want to live with me in a small house and struggle with life.
It is better for me to first graduate and get a full-time job.
I didn't graduate from school, but that doesn't mean I'm irresponsible...
But... Sure society wants this...