Chapter 148 - Volume Hundred and forty four

What did that voice just say?. Why is everyone cheering for?!, that's me. I can tell by the screams in the background. Kids gathered around me holding my hands, even the old couple decided to clinged to me. I wanted to shout. I'm lost for words I wonder why is this all happening at this moment, I still have time. Now it's not the time for me be down on my self. The best thing I could do is just to wait until it's over. So what is this thing next announcement." I know y'all been waiting for this, hell we all have been waiting for this. I know it's been extremely hard on us since the death of Five, but don't be down we still have several episodes unreleased. For the time being how about we show the ones of the past, that we all loved. Well for those who hated it are no longer with us. With that being said who is ready to live in the past once again, I want y'all the audience to grab food. And or snacks and get ready for the past of Five!.". I can't say a word, this whole time what is going to happen. Before I could escape the crowd I heard my voice. The voice of mine that was younger, filled with regret. Mixed with anger, what experiment are they going to show?. I can the feel the atmosphere is filled with hope. Please don't let it be thirteen. I don't want to world see that version of me, all the rest of the versions of me I'm fine. My mind is racing I want to escape so badly go back home. Where I know I'm safe I miss Steven, his family wasn't perfect but at least it was safe. I didn't have to curl up to rats for warmth, the food was cooked. I wanted to taste the food his mom worked so hard on, I can't taste food anymore. Maybe this will be for the better. I can't be hard on myself anymore, all those years I had people around me. Giving me a purpose In life. The laughter of the crowd began to started to cause a mini earthquake. Playing my self down next to the statue of Jim Peter, thinking to myself. This has to be a joke. Maybe. That nice woman can explain to me what this all is. I can't make a scene I just have to blend until this is all over, walking back to the booth where the old couple was. There tone change to become more chipper. " Welcome back, I'm sorry about last time. This time of year is where we can sell out of all of our merchandise. What can I get you?, you know what I got the best thing for you.". While she was shuffling around finding the perfect gift for me. I just stood there hurting from the inside. I need to talk to Darkouls, I need someone to comfort me. Well at least talk to maybe we can come up with an explanation of what all this is. The husband is selling like a mad man, while his wife was assisting me. He must have sold at least five boxes full of my last self. The children were filled with joy, holding the suffering version of myself in their hands. This isn't about me. So what if I can change this should I do so?, I don't have the right to take away the joy of children. Even though I never had any. She finally pulled out what she called, " now this is a limited edition. One of one, so if I was you sell this item. I can buy a house and some land with this, we don't need the money". I was too busy staring at the children's joy. Wanting that to be me when I was their age, I grabbed the toy. Slowing making my way back the building where I met my new accompany. Walking past joy and laughter, thinning to myself whatever it is. It's a good thing they have something like this, too bring joy to this who have lost so most already. Finally made it back to the guild. Seeing the paladin that Jim was talking about, his armor was glistening. His face told a different story. It was felt with remorse, I seen that face too many times. The problem with that face is that over time is goes away. If I'm going to fit In at this location I need friends, I'm so nervous. My clothes were given to me. I'm very grateful to Jim. I can tell by his voice that he has been through a lot of stress In his life. I have to come up something called an ice breaker, maybe I shouldn't left Steve back there. His home life was not good. Well I can't talk, at least he had a home. Walking to the paladin, noticing that he was saying a small prayer. " I don't mean to interrupt. I was wondering what is on your mind?. I'm not the smartest person, you contemplating something aren't you?". He just shook his head. Before he could answer me one of his party members rushed to him. It was a female I can't tell what age she is, she a pointy ears. She is the first person I've ever seen with pointy ears. I can't understand what she is saying. She is also smiling, that's good to see. She turned to me, with a since of sincerity I her eyes. " I don't know who you are but I have a favor to ask of you?." What is this thing called a favor?. Well maybe this can be a start to a new version of myself, so whatever she wants me to do I will do so. "What is your favor?." She walked down the stairs skipping down them, turned back to me with a smirk on her face. "I need a place one to meet the royal family!".