At this moment, Asa Vanni was very flustered.
Although she had always hoped that one day she could awaken from the madness of cursed knowledge and live a truly carefree life, but just as an illness fears treatment, the Evil God Witch at this moment was like a patient afraid to see a doctor. Her rational mind told her she should seek treatment actively, but emotionally she was filled with fear.
What if it still can't be cured this time? Without hope, there won't be despair, maybe it's better not to try? Anyway, one can get used to being mad, and there's still almost forty-nine years before the final deadline, no need to rush.
Moreover, even if she went for treatment, it's not certain that it would be cured, on the contrary, there is a significant risk of treatment failure, and once that happens, the consequences would be terrifying. Without treatment, I still have forty-nine years of freedom, but once treatment fails, I might just bite the dust.
