-Allan's POV-
After I drive her home and see her left. I couldn't left my eyes on her retreating figure.
Finally, after she was out of sight, I sigh heavily before looking at her house the was full of light.
After a while, I started the car and left, intending to go back to the birthday part, but thinking that it was already late, I decided to head home.
On the way back home, my mind was repeating the scene of my encounter with her.
From the balcony, to the time when I'm staring at her at the side, or when I approach her when she was talking with the old man, and when I drive her to her house.
My mind was unfocused but my eyes was still on the road.
Finally, after an hours of driving, I finally arrive outside my villa.
I alight from the car and head towards the door then I saw the butler walk towards me with a maids behind him.
Then the butler bow before speaking politely. While I walked forward and putting off my coat and loosening my tie. "Welcome home, young master. Your mother called earlier." Hearing this I stopped at my track before nodding and head upstairs, leaving the other behind.
I head towards my study first and sit at the chair while unbuttoning my clothes. I leaned my body backward to relax and my eyes look at the ceiling blankly.
Right now, my mind still couldn't stop thinking about Silvia. It seems like I will have a sleepless night tonight.
Thinking of this, I closed my eyes and massage my temples, feeling like I have a headache.
I tried thinking of something but my mind didn't allow me to.
"What is this feeling? It's my first time feeling like this and being interested of someone so strongly." I started murmuring to my self, not really understanding the feeling I'm feeling right now.
I really felt like I'm in loved? Infatuated? Or Admiration? On her? I don't really know.
Shaking my head, I stand up and left the study and head to my bedroom.
The bedroom is large and decorated finely. The walls was in color of grey, black and white. In the middle was a kind sized bed that has a grey covered on it. At the right side of the room is a big bookshelf, saying that the owner of this room is fond of books.
In the middle of the room is a big carpet and a table and chair was on it, containing a laptop and other things. At the left side was a sofa and on the side of the sofa was a tall table that has an unread books on it. And further to the sofa was a glass door leading to the balcony.
I headed straight to the bathroom and take a shower to calm my mind and it seems that... It work? A little?
I step out of the bathroom with a bathrobe and a towel over my neck and using it to absorb the falling drop of water from my wet hair.
I walk towards my closet and pick up black sleepwear and wear it. After wearing something and drying my hair, I headed to the bed while picking up my laptop from the table on the way.
I get in my bed and sit while leaning backward to relax, then I placed my laptop on my lap and opened it up.
When I open it, the first thing that showed up was just a black picture. I didn't mind it and proceed to messages and decided to contact my mother since she called earlier when I'm gone.
Following that, I tapped called and after waiting for a few minutes, the call was on and a middle-aged woman's face showed up with a big smile on it's lips.
Then I heard my mother talk first. "You ungrateful son, you didn't want to call us now that you're free right? Do you not miss me anymore?." Seeing my mother acting pitiful, I sighed.
"No ma, I attend Elder Jin's birthday part today."
"Eh? It's that old man's birthday today? I forgot." I heard my mother murmur before she looked at me and said. "By the way son, when are you coming back? Also, when can you get yourself a girlfriend? Then get married, have children, then I can have a grandchildren to played with."
Hearing my mother's word about my love life, my mouth twitch before sighing and answering my mother. "Ma, I'm busy in my work and I still don't have plans in getting a girlfriend. Maybe soon." Then I noticed my mother's gaze and just then did I realized that I said something wrong.
"Hm? Soon? Are gou getting a girlfriend soon? When? Do you have a crush on her? Are you pursuing her? How is she? Do you know her? Is she good?..." All all kinds of questions started to come from my mother's words.
I look at my mother helplessly and while she was talking, I suddenly think of Silvia and my mind started to think from another space.
After a while, my mother turned silent and it was the best time to answer her questions. "No ma. I just meet her today and I don't know her. But I kept feeling strange when I look at her." Knowing my mother's nature, there's no need to keep it a secret and just told her everything.
"Oh my son, You're feeling something just by looking at her? Hmmm... Maybe you're in love?." Hearing my mother's words, I contemplated about it and felt conflict. Finally I sigh and felt defeated.
I look at my mother at the screen and said after deciding on my mind. "Mom, maybe you're right. It's my first time feeling like this and I don't know what to do."
I saw my mother nod then said. "Alright since you're in loved for the first time, naturally you'll get a different feeling. Oh wait... I suddenly remember, it's already late there. You need to sleep now and keep your energy. Oh yes, about this girl you're in loved with, introduce her to me alright? And get me a daughter-in-law soon. Okay, I'll go now, good night son." Then she waved and made a kiss gesture before cutting off.
I stared at the white screen on my laptop and was lost in thought. 'I don't think it will be that easy to get her'. Then I shook my head before closing the laptop and putting it at the bedside drawer, then I switched off the lamp before laying down and looking at the ceiling.
"Am I truly in loved? I really feels like I'll get to experience something new with her." Talking about myself in the middle of the night and thinking about her, I can't sleep and it feels like it's hard to sleep.
I keep tossing side by side and finally, I sat up and reached for my phone on the side and dial a number.
After a few rings, the call got connected and I immediately order. "Get me some information about Silvia. The girl that we meet today at the mall... Yes, the one with white hair." Then I placed it back to the side before getting down the bed and walking towards the coffee maker at the table and make a coffee.
After a few minutes, the coffee was ready and I pick it up before walking towards the balcony.
Touching the hot cup that contains the coffee while feeling the breeze. My mind wonder to the scene when he and Silvia was in a balcony.
I look into the distance then sip at the coffee. While muttering. "Should I pursue you? I know that you have a lot of secrets, but... It feels like, uncovering the mysteries around you is like knowing you more slowly." Then I sip at the coffee more and from that point onwards. I decided to pursue her and make her his, and more to become his wife.
Thinking about the future, I shook my head before drinking the last coffee then I went back inside.
I first placed the cup at the table before going to the bed and lie down. This time, I could finally sleep, and there's more, I even dream of something beautiful. So beautiful that I don't want to wake up and just want to stay in that dream.
Unfortunately, I can't and that beautiful dream could only become true if I work hard on it.
"We had a lot more time ahead of us." I murmured before heading to sleep.