I sat towards the back seats as my mom and dad and Hannah were up talking to people just coming upstairs. I make eye contact with Hannah as she smiles to me. I smile back as she resumes chatting.
I turn away from them and focus ahead of me, where the drummer boy is fiddling with his drum beaters.
I just watch like a creep til eventually, my family begins to sit down next to me.
"Why don't you ever try talking to them Amy? They're not scary you know" she looks at me with a small smile
"It's not that I find them scary", I say while rolling my eyes, "I just can't be bothered"
"Don't let mother and father hear that" she chuckles as I do too
Mom hushes us as Mass begins
We quiet down as the pastor begins speaking
I often find myself sleeping with my eyes open at this part. Don't get me wrong, I like jesus and all but sometimes this pastor talks for hours. When I was younger, our old pastor would run the mass for 7-8 hours long. I would long be sleeping on the seat or pretending I'm kneeling just to rest.
My parents didn't like it but what was I supposed to do? I was a kid.
Thankfully pastor John, shortened the talking to only 3 hours.
As I felt myself drifting between consciousness and unconsciousness I felt a hand on my thigh
I looked down to notice my sister's hand edging creepily close to the hem of my skirt. I look at her confused. She just smiles at me as she whispers,"wake up lest someone does bad things to you"
I blink hard, as I whisper back, "what do you mean?" I nervously swallow
"The demons silly…haha I'm just teasing" with that she places her hand back on her thigh before making a pray motion. I blink fast to cover up whatever the hell that was as I pay attention to the sermon.
2 hours later and I feel the urge to pee.
I quickly excuse myself and head downstairs to the woman's basement
I go in and do my business, as I'm preparing to head back upstairs I hear strange noises
I try to ignore it but curiosity gets the better of me and I inch closer to the mosaic window. I get on a seat that I pulled from the storage room and stepped on it to peer outside
There I saw a woman and a woman engaging in lustful acts. I stared as they seemingly swallowed each other's tongues and rubbed their breasts against each other. I saw as one pinned the other against the wall as she wrapped her arm against the other one's neck and pulled her towards herself. I saw as she stuck her hand inside the woman skirt. I saw and heard as the woman's mouth grew agape, and her voice echoed in pleasure.
I was watching them til what felt like eternity til eventually they stopped and I put away the chair and returned back to my seat
When I went back up only 10 minutes had passed. So I didn't go back to the church room but instead I just sat on the steps..just thinking about what I had just seen. It felt like only 20 minutes had passed but the sermon had finished.
People were starting to come out, so I went out the side door. I leaned against the railing til I saw my family conversing with people again. I didn't go up to them to rush them to go home, nor did I rush to tell them the unholy act I'd just seen.
I felt a tap on my shoulder and honey blonde hair and a pair of ocean eyes came into view
"Where were you? You were gone for like an hour" Hannah questioned
"Oh I..I uh I had to poop really bad" I quickly came up with a believeable lie..atleast in my opinion.
She raised a brow at me
"Yeah, I have diarrhea" I said it more confidently this time.
She still had her eyebrow raised but just let it go as she took my hand in hers as we hopped into the car.
On the way back home, Hannah kept pressing her body onto me. She usually say uncomfortablly close to me but today she was practically on top of me. But as always. I push my uncomfortableness out my mind as I remind myself that it is all sisterly, and I just simply do not like physical touch.
"Hannah..are you not uncomfortable?" I saw nervously. My dad looks at us through the rear view mirror.
"Why would I be?" She says as she tucks my arm right in her legs. She pushes it so far in that I can feel the heat radiating through her private. I look up and my eye contact with my dad through the rear view mirror.
He quickly glances away and goes back to driving
I look down and notice her looking at me expectantly. I take my hand away and just cross my arms. "I'm going to sleep" I say as I lean my head back and drift to a nap. "Wake me up when we're home"
Eventually we get home.
I get woken up, I eat, brush my teeth, take a shower and head to sleep.
3:44am
I wake up to go downstairs to use the bathroom when I stumble on noises similar to the ones I heard outside the churc. I stop in my tracks as I shake my head.
"It must be mom and dad" I come up with an excuse for the noise.
I continue my journey downstairs and get my cold glass of water before heading back upstairs to my room. Before going in the I hear footsteps and quickly close my door. I press my head to the door, and hear murmurs before hearing my name.
I get spooked and head to bed and make sure it looks like I'm sleeping. Contrary to my thoughts, no one opens my door to check. I wait til sleep overcomes me once again.