What does it feels like?" I asked rem with a look of interest all over my face,she was looking at me with disbelief,not believing I asked a question like that.
Rem has been the only person very close to me since my beginning of senior high. She is a little older than I am,a petite blond with tight waist and an hourglass figure,she carries herself with pride as one of the class most valuable student,she has that lethal look that every single guy in and outside our school will kill to even be near her.
She grab my hands and asked me if I was being serious about not knowing what happiness feels like,I calmly pull my hands away confirming that I have never experience any emotions since birth.
My name is elite,though a little weird,my parent told me to never worry about my name that it has been given to me by the man that will be taking care of me starting today. I sat on the opposite side of my parent with loaded thought bugging my brain,I asked them what they mean about the man that will be taking care of me,my mother grabbed my hands expecting me to show a sign of either fear,worry or pain but I kept giving her the nonchalant look I've always giving from birth,I looked at her as tear started dropping from her eyes.
My mother was named 'Annie' related to the girl from a movie that seek love and feelings to live a normal life,she was a woman of virtue and principle, if you go against her rule,you will surely be punished according to her rule,she was a fair pale woman with neither big nor small boobs and curvy ass,with more glorious appearance than she give herself credit for,while my dad was mostly known as Max,he preferred to be called Max so I was called 'Maxelite' he was a tall hefty builder man with short silver colored hair and beard to match his handsome look. My parents look actually was completely inherited by me,I know I was a charming and brilliant guy with no sign of understanding or wanting to understand human feelings.
My dad started comforting her and telling her that I will be alright,she looked at me with her hands starting to approach me,I stood up feeling irritated by their sudden behavior, I looked down on them and asked "Why do you weep mother?" She was stunned by my question that sent goosebumps right down her spines. "You will be taken as a science Guinea pig and you still harbor that nonchalant look on your face",this was the first time I have heard a pinch of pain and fear in her voice,I walked up to her and touched her cheek and told her that it will be alright,if I was to be use as a science experiment, then it was merely fate so she should stop ruining her face with tears. I could see her movements,she was standing up with speed and anger all over her face trying to hit me on my face,I wanted to quickly stop her but I realize moving a step back will be far better so I quickly evaded the hit she was sending straight at me. She fell back on her knees sobbing again with fear in her voice she said " why do you have to be like this?" Just tell me why?
I was at the back of a black van looking at the window,listening to my parent talking to a man that I have never seen before,I could see my mom trying to hide the worry from her face,I wanted to give her a sign that I'll be alright but I guess I don't even know if I will be alright because I have never met this man before and I don't even know where I was going to,so I guess trying to comfort her is evidently futile. They started approaching me and telling me that I'll be alright. A particular flashback from the past started feeling my brain,although a little hazy and fudgy I was able to picture it vividly, it was on the day I sat on the bench pool when I was 4 years old,looking down on the kid names Suzanne, most people called her my best friend because we have been seen together countless of time but in reality that girl has been a persistent person that just kept on pissing me off,one way or the other. I looked down on her as she was drowning,screaming for help,I saw the kids around running to get help but I was just at the bench looking at her with no sign of trying to save her from drowning before my thought could be comprehended, I saw adults jumping into the pool trying to pull her out,then I noticed that she was already at the bottom of the pool.