I am now in the bar all I want is to drank! I hate myself, because of what I did to my baby, I'm sorry I really sorry. I don't know what to do right now. I am so in trouble, I will marry the girl that I never ever love, I am over. There's a lot of girls around and I don't care! All I want is Rosian!
"Bro you need to stop."
"Don't bother me all I want to drank!"
"Bro are you sure? Rosian will leave this night she is now preparing!"
"No, leave her! I don't want to hurt her again!"
"Okay bro but you need to rest right now tomorrow is tour wedding!"
"Fuck off!"
"Bro come on!"
"Okay Fine!!!"
I get up from the couch and Victor calls my driver he is right I need to rest and tomorrow is my day!
As I get the entrance of my car, I can't resist thinking Rosian.
She is now leaving and I don't like to see her leaving in my manor.
It hurts me a lot.
It's all my fault. She doesn't even know what's all the lie I've been through. She never knows I'm her stalker since she was highschool.
She is my Juliet my Lolita, I never ever feel this way before.
I don't know what to do I want to die right now!
I want to feel this one it's all my karma though!
I hate it! I hate you so bad!
Thorn my heart's lie and my rosian turn into dark red Rose.
Goodbye, my love.
I am dizzy because of liquors I drank. I am in my bed and I think Rosian is packing her things right now.
I get up to see her for the last time, I don't want to bother her anymore.
As I struggle to stand I keep my eyes blinking so that I can see the vision of my places.
As I get entered her room she is packing how dare she is! She really going to leave me after all this!
I shut the door and she jumps off nervous.
"Why are you still here?"
"I'm sorry master don't worry I am packing my things."
I walk near to her while she folding her clothes. I throw it away!
"Master! What are you doing?"
"You want to go right? Then get your pieces of stuff!"
She never responds or mad at me please scold me be angry with me! I really need it I am an idiot!
She just nods.
I hate she is doing like this!
What the fuck! Rosian!
I grab her clothes and throw it in the balcony and her pieces of stuff!
I know she feels mad but she still held it!
"Master I need to go"
"You need to put and get your pieces of stuff!"
"Okay Master"
She going to leave I saw her tears right now fall down I feel I'm so bad and the beast doesn't leave me Rosian.
I was mad and really bad!
I grab her and pinned her on the wall. She screams and squeezing!
"What are you doing!"
"I hate it Rosian, please! Don't leave Daddy."
"Do you think it's going to be okay Gabriel! You told me to leave and I don't want to see your face! So please let me go! Don't worry I will pay you all the money that you help us."
"I don't care about Money! All I want is you"
"You think that Gabriel before you like to me, oh well I'm just your pet I mean your ex pet."
She pushes me but I grab her and kiss her so bad harsh think this is my last kiss to my baby she squirming and punch me on my chest! But I'm too strong.
I travel my kiss to her neck down to the spine.
She begs me to stop I push her in bed and she tries to get up but I trap to my body and she fell, I rip her shirt! All the clothes she in I rip them all!
I am out of my mind! I am the beast of what she saw I think more than she thinks!
I massage her b*obs so soft and she even moans but in tears.
"Please baby be with Daddy."
I cry while I massage her boobs she keeps squirming! I don't know if she likes it or not.
All I can hear are moan and sobs.
"Baby please I stop and kiss her passionately. I kiss her neck.
"Gabriel please stop if you love don't do this to me!"
I am so and I realized this is all wrong.
I am so in shock!
I need to fix myself.
Rosian Crying in front of me.
I almost raped her!
I don't have words to say and I cry and I leave.