"July 13th, I feel a bit hesitant, because this is strictly forbidden, and once exposed I'm finished, reputation, family, perhaps prison is my final fate, but I have decided, I made an excuse for a mission trip, preparing to go to another world tomorrow, because it's closer to the 'Spirit of All Things' there..."
"July 15th, after persisting with the ritual taught by the Spirit Worship Association for three days, I finally saw it... cold, grand, vast, my poor language simply cannot describe it, it is the lord of all things, the spirit of the world, but for some reason, I feel uneasy."
"July 25th, I had another big argument with my wife, she took the child back to her parents' home, this is the third argument in this half month, I regret it a bit, feeling irritable these days, maybe it's the negative influence from contact with the 'Spirit of All Things', it can't continue like this."
